Life is Good.

I always thought that if I was nice or caring enough that I would be able to hold on to friendships or relationships. But, the truth is no matter how much you try to be there for people you’re going to lose people along the way. Some people are placed in different points of your life as lessons. I’ve lost friends and what I thought was my soul mate, but I refuse to dwell on the past. I always thought this quote was dumb but it holds more meaning to it the older I get.

“Friendship isn’t about whom you have known the longest… It’s about who came, and never left your side.”

I’ve been called a lot of things but a bad person and friend is what I’m not. Many may not like the things I do, but it’s not my job to seek approval from anyone. Everything I have ever done in my life has been a lesson not a regret and will continue to be just that. Communication pertains to anything in life and if all you do is bash someone then why do you continue to talk to them. It’s very immature and if you’re not helping me grow along the way then you’re a toxic person that I don’t need. I don’t bother to hold on to the strands of people because at the end of the day the only person I need on my side is God and family.

So with that if a friend is trying to put you down for not doing enough then keep doing what you do. They obviously have issues within themselves and need to spread their negativity, but don’t let them. If your boyfriend is making you feel you’re not good enough and makes you shed more tears then laughs then let his dumb ass go. You’ll meet great people along the way and many won’t stay for the ride. But as the saying goes, “everyone you lose is not a loss.” I plan on always winning in all aspects of my life with learning many things comes growth. Stay happy and weird everyone!

11051206_965292526817361_8201322863865223765_n.l

Advertisements

FutureME

FutureMe, I hope that you are so much closer to your dreams of receiving your bachelors degree. Your relationship with Christ has grown stronger, and you still have the man of your dreams in your life. By this time a lot will have changed over another year. Which means I hope you have found yourself more than ever before. Learn to love and let go and be a more free spirit. You are still so blessed to be living. And I hope that once this letter reaches you your health will still be just as good as when you first received that kidney from your dad 18 whole years ago. Your relationship with your mother would’ve evolved into something so much greater and you’ll still be daddy’s little girl. To futureme good luck with the next life changing years you will experience in your entire life.

This was written exactly one year ago and I can honestly say that I am pleased with the amount of growth that I have experienced. I decided to let go of a few toxins in my life that would better me as a person. I’ve always been afraid of change mainly because I didn’t want to be knocked down. Truth is you’re going to get knocked down, but you have to find that strength inside to get back up and push forward. I still have many disappointments that I will go through and I am thankful that I will get to experience those just so I can continue to grow more and be a better me than I was yesterday.

Here we go

Hi There! I’m Tracy and I thought it might be interesting to start this blog thing. I’ve wanted to do this for some time, but always found a reason not to so here goes nothing. Most of what I express on social media only covers the surface of how I really feel or the person that i am in real life. I’m constantly changing these days and It’ll be nice to share my thoughts on a lot of different topics and maybe help others if they are struggling with something in their life also. I hope you all ENJOY!